I`ll try, I`ll fail, I`ll succeed

SOMETIME THE PROBLEM ISN`T BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SHE OR HE ARE THEM WHOSE NERVOUS SYSTEM DIDN`T AGREE TO PRETEND ANYMORE

Just like me. And I`m just like a wirefox terrier. So stubborn and direct, but still so curious, friendly, lively, flexible, always doing somethings. But if you annoy me for no reason, and don`t stop, then you will see the sad side of me, and we will not be friend after that. I like honesty and reliability are very important for me.  I had to intervene in matters which do not belong to children since childhood. I don`t learn things to reading them. I learn by practicing, by doing, by asking for advice often until I learn. Then I work very independently. I don`t need a guard and not orders when I working. I know my strength. I can look in the mirror and admit my mistakes. I prefer to work in the background, not in the limelight. But, yes, of course, heart and soul becomes sensitized for thanks and praise. Some workplace boss said:

 “ You have to get along with everyone at work, but you don`t have to go to the lingonberry forest with everyone”.

I sewed with a TIKKA-sewing machine barbie clothes in childhood. And I learning to hair cutting to my twin sister`s hair in youth. That hobby I was able to implement ten of years until I started having problems with my hands. I sewing without a pattern still, like looking with the eye. Furniture upholstery, tampering with goods, all kinds of tinkering and decoration are my favorite hobby. None of these I`m not perfect. But all of these maybe almost always I succeed almost prefect and always as best I can. Important places in renovation, for example foundations, HVAC work (Heating, Ventilation and Air Conditioning) and electricity) must be done very well and good material. Surface materials can be recycling material, it doesn´t matter. I like to use recycled materials for unique items usually, to make some personal outcome, which cannot be found elsewhere, and there will be not  other like it. Items must have a story. If you want some like this, I strive to prepare it for you. That will be some out of fashion and out of the ordinary to your home. I had a bad childhood and adolescence. It wasn`t until adulthood that I started to live  after dealing with my past. I dare to talk about the causes of mental health problems.

I can and I dare to ask help and counsel. And I dare to ask stupid questions. I like to produce all kinds of things of ideas from what was born in my head. I don`t care if your someone else too don`t like these. I want that I will be remembered as strange;

 “ Dared to live life on their own terms”.

I hope that someone remember in their hearts warm gratitude and nostalgic feeling, when my name is mentioned.

                  “QUALITY OVER QUANTITY”   “UNIQUE OR MASS PRODUCTION”

You will never impress me

-with your status

-with your job title

-with your achievements

-with your studies

-with your education

Impress me with genuine and warm heart.         -PAULIINA MYLLYMÄKI-